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＊＊nａTTｉe’ｚ wO ｎDeＲLａNＤ＊＊26 February Cabaret...OMG that was such a nightmare
I have to admit that it was a terrible mistake I should be more sensible to the surroundings The environment, other people... AND NOT ONLY CONCENTRATING ON MY FEELINGS I knew there were cold breezes at the backstage staircase
I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT I SHOULD CHECK MY C KEY BEFORE THE SONG Why would I be so dumb? I was such an idiot
and i obviously disappointed the two conductors... I like them and I respect them a lot AND I SIMPLY SCREWED THE WHOLE FREAKIN OPPORTUNITY THAT THEY GAVE ME That C Key was FULL OF WATER that it did not even stick to the body...
My C-s were just ringing WITH WATER... That sounded REALLY REALLY bad Everything was perfect EXCEPT THAT G** DAMN C... omg I love the song and now I simply KILLED it.... I am soooooooooooooooooo sorry and I feel really bad for them Can you imagine you screwed a freakin good opportunity? That is EXACTLY how it feels
F**K I do not know how much time I need to recover from that
I really need to deposit some money back to the bank account I like them so much that I do not want to destroy my reputation in their mind
Johnathan, Steve, I am SO SORRY.
But honestly the second part was awesome
The solo in Mag 7 ROCKED. The rock n' roll oboe surprised everyone.
The Bohemian Rhapsody was sooooo good. BUT I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MY PERFORMANCE TONIGHT!
I underestimated how small things can affect my oboe
From now on I have to be more cautious and sensitive to the environment Stop only expressing MY feelings.... CONTROL MY EMOTIONS.... be a professional
My next challenge will be the VYSO audition!
I will make myself good reeds, be a professional musician and practice the details and exaggerate the phrases I want to be a respected, talented, and friendly musician! 4 February Cabaret is coming up...DYO's classical cabaret is coming in 3 weeks!!!
I cannot believe how fast time has passed by. Actually I was quite freaked out when I heard the program... 1st set: Rossini, Winter Dreams and Katelyn's Concerto 2nd set: Magnificant 7, three dances (I think), Bohemian Rhapsody, Joe Trio 3rd set: SimSymphony, something and Pink Panther Variations
OMG why Rossini has to be first on the list?!
I do not think I will be too nervous anyways
I seldom get very nervous before performances (Except once I was so nervous that I had a stomache...)
I think I really have to follow Erin's instructions... 1. Get good sleep starting from Friday night
2. Warm up in the morning, choose the performing reed 3. Arrive at the Theatre early, give yourself time and stressless
4. Do not blow yourself off in the sound check!!! (That's pretty darn important)
5. Be fresh and enjoy the piece!!
Woo-wah!
I am going to ROCK the Cabaret and first time performing in ROCK n' ROLL style
(Oh yea I am gonna make it a BLAST.)
Woodwind buddies let's goooooo!!!! >3<)) I am feeling satisified towards my oboe these days
The connection is going on really well Now I do not really think that I am controlling the oboe
I am listening to him. We are working together. That feeling is just AMAZING.
except I really have to work on the "consistantly inconsistant" thingy I really have to get my rhythm going I want to be more musical! It makes me happier and more enthusiastic! Oboe I <3 U~ 21 January DYO...I cannot believe JD is conducting the Rossini!
You know usually the conductor chooses the piece for the orchestra.... I really wonder -- Did he PURPOSELY choose this piece? Like... when the conductor understands your mother tongue
I can really feel the "connection". (guys don't get me wrong though!) It can either be a good for bad thing!
Good thing is that he believes in my ability.
Bad thing is that it does give me somekind of pressure!
But I kinda like his conducting...
at least the beats are CLEAR!!!! (Unlike those who looks like dancing... =3=")
omg actually I am kinda excited!
I really love this piece.
I particular love the story: The King does not like his wife anymore.
Instead he send his man to get an Italian girl for him.
The man went and found Isabella -- who (according to JD) was so beautiful that nobody could resist. They [somehow] got stuck on the boat, and the man fell in love with her.
Obviously he did not want to send her away, so they discussed a plan.
At the end, the man and Isabella ran away. The king found out that his wife was the only one staying beside him!
At last, they were bad together again.
What a twist. lol.
I am the poor lady and Isabella.
lol. what a funny situation i am in.
And I really learned something from today's rehearsal"
- Never use new reeds in a rehearsal
- Always be prepared especially when the guest artist is coming
- Enjoy the music!
I was so fishy in all of my songs!
I was fighting against both my oboe and my reed
what a tiring rehearsal...
Sorry to Steve and Johnathan....
I will [try to be] more prepared in every rehearsal... Erin I think it's a good move to turn down the gig
Mid-term drives me nuts!!! [[Actually I have not started studying yet.... XP*]] omg I wish there were more rehearsals and gigs!!! lol* 29 December It is MY path!!Shut up!!
I am the one who are going through all the hard work.
I understand you know these things better than I do,
but PLEASE stop giving me attitude.
I should get to decide how to tackle those three tests!
That is completely enough
YOU are not the one who are taking tests YOU do not understand how much work i have put in for every single test YOU do not understand how hard I have tried to stay focus on academics, sports and music
YOU do not know I perform better when I am calm and relax YOU seldom allow me to really "follow my heart"
YOU do not treat music and sport like academics
YOU do not understand how important they are to me
YOU do not appreciate my smiles
YOU just simply do not understand the joy and tears of being an all-rounded person
f*** off! YOU do not always have to make the final decision.
I do not want to be someone who can only handle academics.
I know I do not have enough sleep
But I know I have to finish everything before going to bed I take every single chance to take a nap
I sleep no matter I am standing or sitting on the bus
I take every single chance to finish my homework during class
I work on my homework even though there is only five minutes left in the class Why do I have to do that?
Because I am really exhausted after a whole day of school
And the workload from school is extremely intense And you want me to take LPI FIRST?
Which there are at least four books to study?
LPI, TOEFL, SAT
Don't worry, I will torture you three ONE BY ONE. And you, shut your dude up and no attitudes.
PLEASE and thank you. 24 December The relatives are all here...You know what....
The most cranky time of the year is when the relatives are all in Vancouver, and staying at my house.
I don't know why
but somehow they really bug me. And I get really annoyed after a couple of days then my mum's opinions will suddenly switched to the "weird mode" I want to tell her how annoyed I feel
She will just say it's all my problem
DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I DO NOT TELL YOU EVERYTHING?
I want positive comments and suggestions
NOT those freakin "Yeah you are so impatient" and all that jazz DO YOU KNOW HOW FREAIN BAD I FEEL WHEN YOU SAY ALL THESE THINGS?
Thanks for making me SO mature TOO mature for a 16-yr-old girl
can 't you just leave me freakin alone?! oh and...
I DO NOT HAVE TO MINGLE WITH EVERY FREAKIN' SINGLE PERSON. I do not have to be as socialize as THAT. Today me and Cynthia went to see Handel's Messiah
I knew there was a deeper meaning in the opera But once again I COULD NOT FIGURE IT OUT damn I saw Erin at the stage door I really like talking to her She kind of knows how to handle a 16-yr-old teenager (Better than those relatives!) At least she can pursuade me to CHANGE Do you understand that special relationship?
One thing I want to say but I do not dare to say in front of them
I am really PISSED.
fart off NERDS.
oh and forgot to say...
I cannot believe HE will do this to me I DID NOT have any realtionship with you
It is YOU who really thinks a relationship is going on ADMITTING my feelings DOES NOT MEAN the start of a relationship and now I have completely DIFFERENT feelings towards YOU
Please STOP spreading those flawed rumours, nerd. I feel MUCH BETTER after typing all these.
I finally have a place to throw out my feelings!!!! =]]]* Merry Christmas everyone.... I luv you all <3 |
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